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(no subject) [Feb. 14th, 2006|11:40 pm]
[mood |happyhappy]
[music |Valentine By: Martina McBride]

Ok so how about my Valentine's Day was spent with me going to class, taking a 3 hour nap, waking up and doing a crap load of homework and studying, then being interrupted with someone telling me they loved me and I had to break their heart. I felt so bad! The only good part of my day was getting to talk to the guy that makes me completely happy. I know that I am suppose to try and forget him, but I have come to the comclusion that I cant. He is back in my life and I am the happiest person alive again. I have come to find out that he really does care a lot about me. The only thing keeping us apart is the distance which really sucks, but he really does care. When I found that out, I was even happier. I'm glad he is back in my life because he does something to me that no one else could ever do. I am in my happy state of mind again which feels amazing. Ive def missed it. I know that belong with each other and hopefully one day soon we will be again.
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(no subject) [Jan. 25th, 2006|05:56 pm]
[mood |sicksick]
[music |Good morning beautiful]

After all these months...he finally got ahold of me. I got to talk to him and it was nice to hear his voice. I'm being careful and not getting attached. I'm just happy that he is doing well and that I got to actually hear his voice. It wasa a big relief. I'm sticking to my new years resolution tho....It's time to let go!
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(no subject) [Jan. 12th, 2006|12:21 am]
[mood |sadsad]

I wish I could finid a smile
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(no subject) [Dec. 28th, 2005|01:23 am]
In 2005 I...

{x} broke a promise
{x} made a new friend
{x} fell in love
{ } fell out of love
{x} done something you swore never to do
{x} lied
{ } stole
{x}went behind your parents back....
{x} cried over a broken heart
{x} disappointed someone close
{x} hidden a secret
{x} pretended to be happy
{ } got arrested
{ } kissed in the rain
{ } slept under the stars
{ } kept your new years resolution
{x} forgot your new years resolution
{x} met someone who changed your life
{ } met one of your idols
{x} changed your outlook on life
{x} sat home all day doing nothing
{x} pretended to be sick
{ } left the country
{ } almost died
{x} given up something important to you
{x} lost something expensive
{x} learned something new about yourself
{ } tried something you normally wouldnt try and liked it
{x} made a change in your life
{x} found out who your true friends were.
{x} made a total fool of yourself
{x} met great people
{x} enjoyed your year to the fullest no matter how weird, crazy, stupid, or abnormal you looked while doing it *I tried*

To the one I loved: I'll never forget you, but a new year is approaching and it's time to finally let you go...
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Exams.... [Dec. 11th, 2005|04:37 pm]
[mood |stressedstressed]
[music |Jessica Simpsons Christmas CD]

Today we salute you, stressed out college student during exam week. As you sit at your lonely desk in your dorm room, doped up on Starbucks and Aderol, you think to yourself, "am I ever gonna need to know this in real life?" The distractions are tempting and you have suddenly diagnosed yourself with A.D.D. along with advanced delusionary schizophrenia w/ involuntary narcissistic rage. I'm sure by now you know exactly what everyone is doing b/c you have checked your buddy list 800 times. Christmas break is just days away, and your prozac prescription will be in tomorrow. So crack open an ice cold Bud Light after that last final, b/c for most of us Christmas will be spent in rehab.

**Def going to be a long week, but thank goodness I'm finished on Wed at 2:20 and I'll be home Wed night till Jan 8th!!!**
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(no subject) [Dec. 6th, 2005|11:25 pm]
[mood |crankycranky]

I don't understand why people don't understand how important school is to me and how hard it is for me too. I'm sry that I put it before anything else but for me to succeed it's something I have to do. Im sry I dont have time to talk or hang out anymore. Im sry my head is always in my books or doing hw during the weeks and weekends but if i didnt I wouldnt be pulling a b/c average which i am right now. Which still still bad, but if i didnt do all that studyin then i would be worse off. I have enough stress in my life, i dont need more because people dont care that i want to succeed in my life. So people just need to back off and stop being so selfish!
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(no subject) [Dec. 4th, 2005|12:49 am]
[mood |depresseddepressed]
[music |The damage By: Otown]

I wish I wasn't so depressed....I hate this time of year so much!
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Thanksgiving Break [Nov. 28th, 2005|02:10 am]
[mood |irritatedirritated]
[music |Because of you By: Kelly Clarkson]

Ok I have finally realized how good it is not to talk to Mr. Airforce cuz it's what I needed to finally be done and over with him! YEAH! Jesse put me on the spot to meet to his mother over break...def felt awkward especially when she asked me what was going on between me and her son....umm nothing he just likes me a lot and I dont feel the same, but of course I didnt say that just what I was thinking! Then Ben apoligized to me for EVERYTHING that he did to me and how bad he felt and blah blah blah. Kinda weird. Got into an argument with my best friend and havent talked since. Got to hang out with Corey Neil...that was a fun night. I also got to see my shorty, little BJ, Ian, Big BJ, Joey, Adam, Barbie, Angie, and the lovely DC.

Thanksgiving was the best day ever! Def loved being with the family. Especially playing a heated game of Cranium! haha That was just so blast! The funniest past when Ben (my brothers friend) had to act like a mermaid and my brother had to guess what he was. TOO FUNNNY! Then the day after thanksgiving I went to the mall and did some shopping cuz when I'm stressed and just in a weird mood, I go and shop. I bought a lot of stuff from hollister tho!

I'm finally back up to school for a short period of time cuz Ill be back home in like 2 weeks for almost a month for xmas break. I watched some movies with my roomies then went and finally finished the teenage mutant ninja turtles with Hollywood! That was fun, we talked a lot and he rubbed my back for me cuz it was hurting a lot. It felt good. lol But now I'm back to my room and I about to go to bed cuz I def need the sleep! So im outta here!
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(no subject) [Nov. 17th, 2005|07:55 pm]
I really miss him a lot...IDK why I should, but I do. I miss his smile, his kiss, and his warmth when he would hug me. It's been over a year since I have seen him, and it's been months since I've last talked to him on the phone. I miss out late night conversations, and just talking to him in general. I wish I could see him though. I knew that once he got back together with his ex gf that I wouldnt ever talk to him. I couldnt compete with someone that lived by him. IDK im just in that stupid mood
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(no subject) [Nov. 15th, 2005|11:30 pm]
[mood |distresseddistressed]
[music |I miss you By: Incubus]

I love my best friend Alex! I went and seen him over the weekend and we had a blast! Def was in need to visiting him cuz it was nice to get a big hug from him! Now that I have him supporting me all the way I feel a lot better about things in my life. I hope I can go and see him again soon though...I honestly love him to death!

BJ thanks for everything lately. I know you are always there for me no matter what, and you know me all too well. I just think of you everytime I wanna call him, and I just dont cuz I know how disappointed you would be in me. I have yet to disappoint you, and I'm not going to start now.

Its suppose to snow tomorrow... yucky! I hope its good weather to drive back home in for thanksgiving break. I love my new car tho...it's great so I wont have nething to worry about...lol I'm looking forward to coming home for break cuz I get to see all of my friends again! Hmm well I best be getting to bed...I could def use the sleep. So nighty night!

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